Monday, October 18, 2010

How are you

 You over there been?

proximity to the days of the period of mourning, but also to you and me Meet the occasion. Write the

you know, every year this time I will be with tears, with thoughts, with the effort to pay homage to you, let me pay homage to this unforgettable love War, and pay homage to my lifetime love - Alan . Ten years I kept writing to you miss, keep memories of your bits and pieces, constantly replay your sunny smile. But I tears, dipped in the blood to write love letters to you have no way an article sent me your address there is no heaven. I could not send my thoughts, I could not send my grief. I could not send my heartfelt to say to you: I do. I could not send the missing years of deep-seated. I sent no word to say to you over the years.

number of sleepless nights, I was removed V pillow, lying and insomnia, I Mengyi Ban's over and over again say to you: I do. I am willing to be your friend, I am willing to be your sister. I want to be your wife. But why do you wait for me to say these words to you leave me out? You hear me?

quiet morning how many, and I standing at a window, lost in the distance, that distant southwest is your hometown, is also a place where you sleep. I asked myself over and over again: your parents live right? I can still see your parents? Over the years I have been worried about them. How I can often go to see them. I will give them a year to save a bit of money, I was asked to your filial piety. I also want to set up a monument to you, you're my monument.

Li, is not that ready yet, half a month to meet, meet and I'll give you an answer, but why do you wait for me? Before I could say to you personally: I say to you, then you hear it? Why did you leave me? Let me leave me to pay you a lifetime of emotions. Tears into the river, sad frustration.

I asked the cloud brought me to your letter dated

I asked to carry a child I miss you wind

I asked you to bring me bird care

I asked to carry a love I have for you

moved heaven and earth, mountains and rivers of emotion.

Perhaps my infatuation touched God, you go one year when I met him, and he like you age, the same ego-year-old, same surname, same height, same handsome chic, as young and promising, as the outstanding integrity, he is the embodiment of you, and he even look at me like you, and so far only he knew that I chose him because of you, because not forget you. He can accept the love we had, I miss you can accept, but not allow me to call him Alan, he does not call me Wang. You know? Even your child's name and one word only, from the good name then I suddenly thought of you to come. The beginning of the years he and I often talked about you. When you are talking about respect. Just the past few years is no longer about you.

Li You know, I know the real cause of your death, years later, he met your colleagues, your colleagues told him. Said to be confidential. I do not know your family has the real reason you left, in fact, the beginning, I doubted, you have not died due to illness. I do not know should not take this news to your family.

stroke, along with time so the memory of your passing by. I'm a little emotional but no less a trace. You are in my heart who can not be replaced with the location. My biggest regret is not personally tell you these three words I want. Unfortunately, I guilty of this life.

let me revisit that period of unforgettable, death of love it. Time reversal. Pains. The following article is my Baozhan cry tears of blood and every word written. Shame



love my past I can not remember, did not dare touch that field ten years ago I Ganchangcunduan parting love of life and death. During that emotional life and death I will never forget, remember. Your sudden departure of the pain I caused injury can not use words and language to express.

you - I will never forget Survival Song, you are left to the good impression I was so unforgettable, your good man, your spirit, along with your smile forever fixed in my mind, will always live in my heart, being injected into my veins forever, and even my life away.

August 2 that year, to me is a memorable day, the day was our first meeting is the last time. This morning my cousin told me to hurry to come, say you want to see me, because the long, long time ago my cousin gave us, because companies are too busy, so put down, but the two sides during this period we have been very understanding of human , is also very strong admiration for each other.

many years have passed, the meeting is still clear and bright, you're every word, every look is very clearly imprinted on my mind. This is a very talented boy,Discount UGG boots, sedate and dignified. In fact, we did not get to meet each other ever seen before. And background of each other as people have to understand many of my family and relatives that you know each other and understand each person you are legendary. You say: In fact, most of the time you stop the talking and laughing, and is staring at me, like monographs, lovingly. I smiled and quietly listening to you tell me the story of your family. I even know all of you, your parents and even siblings. You feel indebted to their parents too much too much, sometimes even the holidays can not go home, because the issue you are on duty for the married colleague. Your parents are farmer, the more busy farm work, you work the more busy, this can not come home and help parents willing to hand. Thanks to your efforts, you get the company's reuse is the branch number one soon. You talked to the future, talking business, and even talked about marriage, about the new house, and even settle down in that. You fully revel in the vision for the future among the totally think of me as your lover your wife.

In fact, from what you say, the look of your smile, can find the answer, I'm your favorite. You expressed the sincere and I want to fulfill our idea of the future road of life, so sincere, so sincere. . Discuss your tone with a smile,Bailey UGG boots, said: But I innate modesty, too timid against their will, said: Together the day before. My answer is very clear that I do not want, then I will personally tell you? In fact, when my heart is agreeable to you, very much appreciation. You smiled, With the agreement to meet again and I let the other side you another set sometime during the time and place. I sincerely say to you: July fourth day) place in your village east of the junction, OK? We two separated by less than one kilometer, but you set the time to meet again a half a month, is not it a bit long. You are very careful, my mind seems to see through, said: night, one day a few hours of sleep do not sleep, so busy this half a month, my face turned yellow. ? more than overtime for one day only binary.

you are a compassionate heart, has a supreme love of a good man. Work has a strong sense of responsibility to parents. Your popularity is excellent. Yuehua Jian got up and said you have a meeting to open, then to get up and leave. Do not know why I felt a strange discomfort, such as life and death, really hope that you will later, I am a bit Lost Souls standing beside the table, and just put your handbag on the table, I do not allow open You can not get. You any manners to smile: I hope the moment, a bunch of sun shining on your body, very beautiful. I have a heart the old idea of a voice, grab him, grab him, do not let him go, do not let him go. And I was feeling really want to cry, feel like or dying. I really want to pull you back, let you go, and really want to kiss your face look just like kissing a baby is in is so pure. You're still gone, forever gone. Now I understand God until they are used in this way let me say goodbye to you.

were, I struggled to live seems to feel a sense of how this half of the time so long ah. I feel this is how surprised? How would there be such a feeling? First morning, there seems an ominous sign in my mind, my heart can not tell the sad, never been uncomfortable. Restlessness, mood did not watch television, rice also inadvertently swallow. Kept in the room to move around, I kept asking myself, disaster did not ill, how can you not see? a letter to a friend, she asked me not set a wedding? she wants me to set you and Xiao Li. After reading her letter, I cried, I told myself shouting: I see him ah. ?!

a group of busy life, but a few days earlier than expected. at the company celebration party will be open the next day you are no longer together. said that the death due to illness. Only I knew that you are exhausted , definitely not sick, busy, and you're gone. forever gone, and this time from our similar only three days. I finally understand that my ten days of unrest, anxiety, my suffering, my uncomfortable, and the scenes with your break up, the original and who are these signs. Scientific said it was telepathy.

reason for the day to meet a lot of truth are you talking with me, I was the last one, see to your loved ones. your family has never seen you in months. And this sense only in the closest person to appear. and I met only once with you, only one day, these are nothing but sensing in my body, I am with you is so mind the same, maybe such a fate I will have a life and death with your feeling, perhaps it was meant, on July 15 because of something the day I went to town sister, from your The front of the company through three consecutive cycle, and that the world light rain, I walked like You said most afraid of rain, would delay the living. thought, this is your company car. I watched the all the way. and then later, from the sister out, I actually hit the woodwork on the head, eyes take Jinhua, I wonder. no reason to hit your door on the. come home I look in the mirror on the left eye was black and blue all up and down, and I said to myself that how to see you. Later I learned that the car is to take you home. that the day of your parents crying in pitch darkness, and their son had not been home for a few months, commitment to their son who actually can never go back home. God is also sad sobs, so such good people go, that day may be old day is for me to give you off. but I do not know, is still looking forward to it a date to meet you.

a sister into the house the morning of the 16th called: Lee was hurt. and the day of your appointment. This day is the day I go out with you, I picked all rose for the yard, I still keep the appointment, despite bruising his left eye has been scary. I want you to suddenly appear in front of me. I want miracles. Bridge in human space, Waterloo Bridge. I Yangtianchangtan, my heart is broken, the flowers floating down quietly under the bridge, the river winding road to your home, water has passed, set to my thoughts, go home, Mike.

dragged his exhausted legs, my heartbreak, despair, I returned home. Soon my cousin will come with the aunt. a cousin of my heart see sank, a flood of tears, all the conjecture and suspense all into tears and sorrow,UGG shoes, gone, that hope is gone, Mike did go. I say a word. cousin sad lament of my mother said: . . . . . It may be ill. . . . . . is the daughter of Wang. Li, how do you know what I would certainly agree.

to the cause of death in order to work your silkworms to make silk square, run out of your young life. quietly interest-free go. you were not a good sleep, good to take a break to fall forever. Unfortunately, you die young, life should not fall when the leaves wither, and the fate of too early for you to draw to an end. You just turned twenty-two year. From this world I never laid hold of your footprint, never hear your voice, never see your face that smiles , and never find the shadow of you that sound.

after many days of tears and longing became my memorial to you, I lose you get out of the shadows, you have taken away my heart. can not remember many nights, we often think of you expect that cheerful smile, I will overnight, Xinrudaojiao. and I feel regret and anxiety of life, you let me give you an answer, obviously very pleased for you, but I say so next time against one, so next time give you the answer. and this made me the next time can not wait for ever you are, you never hear my reply , and wait to make me Ganchangcunduan, choking me the bad news.

about love, and I totally completely disappointed, and I no longer have hope in this world no one will like you so strongly shook my heart, my thoughts. I even expect miracles, you will not re-appear in front of me!

I can not erase that moment in my head, the small print in my heart Lee's impression of endless miss with me, so sad pain accompanied by injury to survive a year, the anniversary of you, (this day is a coincidence, the solar calendar is the day we met, it is you say goodbye to the lunar calendar The day the world), I first set foot on the distance to your home, but he sent half of my journey, I told him I want to see my friends, get married, I told him it was to me see you. I carried a large packet to your parents and all the savings nutritional hit the road. not forget to take along a Jupingjiejie you Xiaozhi book. As took the wrong bus, because that year the rain king , leading the way your home was flooded, and get off, I walked Shiji Li mountain, all the way to go all the way to find out, a kind of big brother even made me a ride, passing a bridge, I stopped at that a stop, I know this is from my hometown river winding through it rolling. I was a belief, be sure to find your home, be sure to look at your parents, in my heart soon turned into your parents my parents, I worry that they will stand with the death of a child to combat this, your parents may be well?

finally to the students you keep your piece of land, and finally to have your life was a small village, standing on the village and a new house I stood for a long time, then your mother told me that you and I say the new house. finally I saw my pair of worrying about your parents, not the first language tears flow your parents is simple my parents! I saw your sister little nephew said. Their faces filled with sorrow sorrow. They also do not know the real reason to leave, saying that the death due to illness. I do not believe that it turned my suspicion is correct.

Yu Yuqing on your grass that covered the tomb, I shed a tear, I'm sure you do indeed walked Barbara, which is that you bunch of loess the end, you will forever buried here, will never woke up. and you can only accompany this lush apple trees and the lush grass, they are so careful to protect you, do not wake him and let him sleep, he was too tired.

your sister gently remembered your name Why are you so hurry and left? You do not hear my reply. Now I'll answer you, I am willing, I will,UGG boots, I am willing to be your friend, your classmates, your sister, your lover, your wife, your wife. You hear me? Xiao Li, You hear my cry blood call? !

I love, I wish every night of the moon shine on your grave

I love, I would like flashes of a star every night in your grave
< br> I love trees, I would like a day of the guardian in your side

I love, I would like a bird of the day singing in your side

I love, I would like one of the grass on your side to accompany every year

I love, I would like a handful of the loess cover in your body every year

I love, I would like. . . . . .

Before leaving, I gave your parents a lot of supplements, and left all my savings, your mother with tears:

back, I will, and his engagement, and not for anything else, because he surnamed Li, because he as big as you. Perhaps God touched my persistence, he gave me heaven and you are surprisingly similar, is so compassionate, so good integrity.

annual summer, I always cherish the memory of your sorrow in the remembrance spent, especially in July and August, I wrote these words many years, you hear me?

off I wrote these words for many days, often can not be made, tears blurred his desk crying pain.

to this love, this love, I will be permanently moved, permanent memories! Sad wrote this love story, write down the text that blood be on your mark now!

your friends

2010.6.5.

mountains and brush the faint moon festival, Jun also hope monopoly horizon.

month girl, Jun Young, languishing dark raw love.

Recalling the past, back to the past, similar to bridge, pull the handle.

contractors who think, who can expected, the young Spirits of heroes have kicked the bucket.

dream has been broken, the heart has been disabled, died in similar small bridge.

days has fallen, and the land subsidence, the moon going to Heaven and sigh loudly!

water in a stream, heart flutter, fly sky tossed flower petals!

tomb before the king side, the moon Fighting sound Shenghuan. sigh sigh sigh

!

difficult to reunite heaven and earth.

days are thinking, the night also read, Sijun honestly would break.

obsessed with reading!

dream at night and would like to see.

fingertips, the time flashing, the hero into the earth for many years. sigh sigh sigh

!

lush grass to do company.

moon concept, relatives call, hoarse difficult to hear.

obsessed with reading!

hero fame among carefully!

regret regret regret!

were hard to find, the sound is off, Elegy of a nether world festival!

Spring Silkworms to death thinking side to do,

candles ash tears start stem.

sound of the cuckoo festival Shenghuan

difficult to reunite heaven and earth

Sijun honestly would break

at night and want to dream now
British Soul


soil luxuriant grass has been doing for years accompanying

long song when the hero cries offering the nether world fame carefully between



rest in peace. Friends!

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