Take care

 What are you doing, I do not know, can not know, what I'm doing, you will not be interested in, it will not be asked about. Has been in Beijing for 5 years, I am now in doubt the meaning of the original to Beijing, stretch yourself so tired, physically tired, tired heart, it did not make some money, I'm here in the end are we going? I am not a good answer, perhaps it had come hot head the. To be honest, I would like to change the environment, and everything around me from time to time memories to the past, but also dream about you last night, although I do not want to think about unhappy things, in the dream, you have a new male friends, happy woman than I am amusing, in a flirtatious, but his family is also good, wake up, I was not prepared for the use of dream recall to face each new day, do not know my hunch is not accurate, but I believe you I despair at the same time, there should be other men and I form a frame of reference, in your heart, you can not get my comfort from the case, or I'm tired of the situation, you will choose for you comfort that person, perhaps from this, I do not know your situation over there is unknown, but will think of what will happen. Maybe I do wrong, but there are 2 years time, you can be completely adequate Forget me, distance and space will not grow to love moist environments, and what hours will have a huge misunderstanding, and then because of the lack of conditions for communication will lead to a vicious cycle, huh, huh, I was too rational, and this is my summary of the findings.
life more and more deserted, and think of the original one in the first director of the company told me: when you're the most painful and uncomfortable when you grow up, I am president of Great looks like, the end of this relationship may indeed , the only passive acceptance, friends also advised me not to hold grudges, and slowly to accept, and strive to be happy so I can not say I'm sad and happy, but very empty, so empty and have never been, it has been a good slept , the latest from the company to go home every day, because I hate new home, and I live together with people, the house next door young lovers hilarious voice makes me feel terror, I'm afraid to go home. close friends had already graduated with the struggle unknowingly married, or have some to settle in the field in Beijing I feel more and more strange, I have re-guarding ghost town, a year after graduating from the more strange city, I am in this meaningless struggle and dreamed of the ideal life, the future good of families, and perhaps are tempted to real torture. people want to live the reality of some happy few, however, too hard, I do not know what to do, how to get to the next step , where the spiritual, I am afraid the familiar name of the station, hate the atmosphere here in Haidian, the pace and was happy to leave the hard work of those places, I do not want to see these places, and no longer belongs to me. < br> might really have to consider a change in the environment, and can not find a reason to stay, Oh, perhaps so as to restore the previous optimism that I, friends are all in Beijing Come on, work hard years, life will improve, will become the memories of the days of hardship, the father and mother have a good life, do not worry about me too much, I'm fine, Oh, will get better